So I have realized

that I only have till next friday…so I only have a little over 2 weeks left on this round…I feel like the pace I have been going in I can get down to at least 150 in that time if I dont cheat AT ALL. 

I know that is the overall goal but its only two weeks. I mean, two weeks is nothing right? If I can go two whole weeks without cheating to get down to my weight…and keep it there…then WHY NOT? I have so many things I need to make sure I look presentable for and that is even more inspiration. Graduation, boat party, 18th birthday, this summer in general. I feel like after this I am going to start calorie counting and working out. that time Ill be in summer and have a bunch of things that I can do and I can work out with friends and just fun stuff. 

So until then, let the next weeks of my life play out… only 4 weeks until my last day. Ooo, and I almost forgot I get to go to the beach then too! 

I was so preoccupied with loving God this weekend, that I put my diet obsession to the side and I ate. 

What will the damage be?

Hopefully something I can control. 

Do not dwell on what is lost, but build on what remains.

What I ate today

• pickle
• orange
• 3 melba toast 
• coke
• fat free watermelon candy
• apple
• chicken breast 
• like 4 bites of lettuce 
• diet green tea

……TOO…MUCH….

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HCG DIET-ERS

QUESTION:

So I am eating fat free candy, yogurt and sodas to up my sugar intake for energy. I decided against diet because the bad fake sugars and such…

Is this just a bad idea, and I have just convinced myself of these things….or like…..?